We put up all of these walls…
trying to protect ourselves..
trying to keep the pain out..
We hide behind our walls…
trying to keep others out..
trying to stay guarded from others..
But sometimes the ones we need protection from…
is ourselves…
I have been wandering for some time now…
Aimlessly searching for a purpose in this life…
I had almost given up hope of ever finding it..
Until I meet you..
Now I know my place..
I’m supposed to love and be loved by you..
The one significant other..
God set us aside for one another..
The one person I see as perfect…
And the one person I hope feels the same way..
Though I have many flaws I will do my best…
To love and cherish you Forever…
Through the days my willpower seems to fade…
I don’t want to carry on any more…
All these things going on…
It can’t be happening to me..
The only option left is to be stronger…
Once again I hear the call to carry on…
I only wish I could stay stronger…
To stay undaunted and unfazed by the trials of the week…
Perhaps someday I will no longer need to stay stronger
These words i speak only scratch the surface…
They are only a reflection on rippled waters..
They cannot begin to describe what is inside…
The unending doubt and fragile dreams..
Though somehow i seem to pull through…
To take the next step down the path..
Through the journey of the rest of my life…
