I didn’t know how…
It felt to have cried
To say “I failed, but I had tried!”
To feel the pain of defeat;
To be tripped by someone’s feet.
I didn’t know how…
It felt to be shattered,
To lose the game that only seemed to matter,
To move forward and walk over the broken dreams;
That pierced my feet and tender skin.
I didn’t know how…
To make a new start over,
To leave behind the evil memories;
around me that hover.
To stand strong for others to feel;
with all new spirit and zeal.
That’s all i say..I know clear..
I didn’t know that earlier!
I didn’t know how…
But, I should have known it by now…
My life exists as ordinary
As what other beings have
With laughters and merriment
Sadness and worries, too.
For years I withhold the past
Which once made me cried
And wipe out all the pains
It just created in my heart.
Ignoring what’s inside of me
Pretending I’ve moved on
Believing somehow what I felt
Had gone already.
I stopped the memories
We spent together
And rather spend each day
With happiness and laughters.
But you came back again
My heart stopped for a moment
As if I’m breathless
And tears started to flow.
Why only now?
When everything’s going great?
I’ve waited in silent
Hoping you’ll find me, too.
I belong to someone else now
And things are different
But I must admit
I still care and long for you.
Please leave and never return
Cause you only make this sadness
Kill me more and more
So, go where you used to be!
I have to move ahead
For the sake of my loved ones
I don’t want to prolong the pain
You once caused in my heart.
If we’re meant to each other
God will lead us to one another
Not now, but in His time
Free to love unselfishly.
Let’s Make a Deal….
You Forgive me for…
You forgive me for liking you too much,
and i’ll forgive you for not liking me enough…
You forgive me for missing you so,
and i’ll forgive you for being so cold..
You forgive me for the loud racing of my heart,
and i’ll forgive you for not hearing it.
You forgive me for playing your game,
and i’ll forgive you for toying with my emotions.
You forgive me for finding you so attractive,
and i’ll forgive you for not noticing.
You forgive me for raising you up so high,
and i’ll forgive you for bringing me down so low.
You forgive me for wanting to be with you,
and i’ll forgive you for avoiding me.
You forgive me for being so pathetic,
and i’ll forgive you for advantage of it.
You forgive me for not being able to let go,
and i’ll forgive you for never having latched on.
You forgive me for having hopes and dreams,
and i’ll forgive you for crushing them.
FORGIVENESS bring inner peace….
Do we have a deal…???
Kashti………..
You touched my very soul . . .
There’s a day I’ll remember forever..
A day I’ll hold so dear to my heart
The day you came to my life.
The day we started our love.
I felt I started my life all over
To a better part I didn’t know
I know I’ll remember the day forever
Not forever, but for another day more..
I held your hand for the very first time
And in return you held mine
I saw the tender look your eyes gave me
I knew that it was all for me..
Your gentleness made me fonder of you
Your smile brought smile to my face
Your touch made my heart leap
It’s just..
I can’t find the words
To tell how much you mean to me..
But answer this one simple question
Why did you leave me?
Was it my fault or was it yours
I still can’t believe..
My heart is broken to pieces I know
But still I’m holding it for you
Why couldn’t you simply see?
That you’re leaving a heart that loves you, true..
My heart still waits for you,
Waiting only for you to return
Not a little, not a lot
But it loved you so much more..
I just want you to know I’ll always love you..
Just b’cos..
You touched my very soul . . .
me and u…
we look into mirror and said that we last forever…it was amazing
we walk together in the rain..holdin
hands so tight like theres no tomorrow..
keep u wit me all day night…missin u!!
but
u gone away…
like the rain that we been through..
u gone away from the mirror…
when i look at my plams…u are not there…it was so cruel!!
i fall to the ground on my knees…
u are gone…
so far away..
i thought that love is a cloud
u came to me as rain…
u gone away after u burn me eternally..
sad is a gift that u gave me as a when u are not with me..
pain a curse that i have to walk with
to share wit…
to feel with…
to die with…
your love is a lie…
lies that u gave me will hunt me down alive….it will
