To Be Who Am I Suppose To Be

I wasn’t good enough
i not only felt insecure
but an inner resistance
to the drama playing out around me
i was never clever enough
i was always frighten at the how
others humiliate and mock me
or give me icy cold stares
since my mind was so occupied
with this distraction
i was unable to focus
my thoughts did not
impower me nor free me
so that i would experience great things
i often fail to take
responsibilities of my own happiness
and then i begun to recognise
that the power lies in my choices
they may be tough choices
such as walking away
from any kind of relationships
i realise no one really
attact or reject us
their behavior is a result
of their understanding and expectations
their own meaning about us
because we cannot be responsible
for other people’s thoughts and feeling
and so i realise that this rejecting
has very little to do with us
and more to do with the persons
doing rejecting,mocking
and criticising us
and today begins a new era
of who i am suppose to be
i will never again suffer self-sabotage
and i will and always will be
live my life for simply who i am.

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